This summer is already one I know I will be referencing again and again in the future, as a period of the past which changed me and thus, refined me.
Sometimes I’m lost as to what the past thirty months have amounted to. But in other ways, I’d say it’s a return. It’s a return back to the space of carving myself a place that is mine for me. Out of survival, out of necessity, probably both..knowing my realities could change in the place I made which was mine..without limits and with only the truths I know. Keeping it, tending to it with and through change and just trying to be, to live as true as possible.
I know I’ll know more once time does what it does. So far:
- I crossed victorious, through and to a new big age. Hallelujah. Seriously. And it was like my brain chemistry altered on the day.
- After nearly nine years, I saw someone I once knew again. This time in my city.
- Another close hawk encounter happened on the 17th of July. 125 weeks and five days aka 126 weeks after the last on February 18, 2023.
- A chunk of my molar came out on an early Saturday morning and it was a tipping point.
- Really, really good things are happening (i.e. loved ones are getting married, new life is being brought into the world, healing is happening through second chances…) while really, really bad things are also happening (i.e. genocide, layoffs, abductions, rent going up…)
- It’s endings for new beginnings. I’m just not yet sure which are the endings marking what beginnings and vice versa.
Is there a numerologist in the house